falling silent

meaning is lost on the over perceptive


i know.........truly, how to drive you away





hope is communication that forsook me long ago

truth is weakened upon those who don't and won't believe it



stare down the fire chain
on desire for me internal damnation and eternal resignation on me


my friend



a lifetime on the sideline aas the trees sing down upon an empty page shading feather down
immortal soul searching in forever
the song begins with never and twilights smile ever passing me by


stare me over with logic again my friend

the situation is not here nor there




or anywhere




forest of silence, a bed of intoxicated sorrow and blind violence


you like it when i touch you





so now black is grey and white is blue
what steps in is gone from you
it never gets beyond until the sight is beyond the view

whatever snake that climbs the ladder falls to find it never matters



do you?





what will last a little longer now
the void satiates hunger

thirst for water drink the wine

exhalted steps echoe through a hall of statues built on tragidy and poisonous deceit
set until the whole world dies at the hands of monsters veiled as trust while i stand, vicarious at a distance waiting to die

as you do

at the hands of my self created vampire



onl then will the world , at a word, dance to the final beats of my halfways heart

my last breath will be wasted laughing at the "angels" in the hearts of man


i sold the devil his wings


i tied the puppets to their strings

bent like a tree by a war storm strong

burnt like a candle all night long

shined on forever torn right to wrong

and got what i expected all along



a silent voice




-you all may have pieces of my spirit. take it and gain. the time for me to end is upon me. this dream is at an end.-













...and it's not just me