One last chance for romance, and you stole the better part of me

By Imsosickxxx

Fuck! You bitch!

Are you serious

??!??

Questioning me like I have given you a reason to doubt me.

Who the fuck do you think you are?

I tore myself apart for you.
bled for you
cried for you
lived and died for you.

I'd carve your name into a thousand trees, and you turn on me in your martyrdom.

Use/Play me like/for a tool/fool

I'm just a pawn to you; Let's see who's heart bleeds first - I lose again.

And you wonder why I have walls around my heart

|
|
|
|/
V

WALL

WALL HEART WALL

WALL

You built those with every flaw you pointed out to me...

Made me feel like I was lucky to be loved by someone like you

*b_
_r_
_e_
_a_
_k*
...me down again; you must be getting bored since there's not much left here.

Your words, wa(eigh)y heavy on my Broken Hea/rt

Peel back the layers like an onion; I'm the only one crying...screaming inside.

lovehate joypain sickandtwisted, bittersweet is what you left me...

Must...kill...the...pain...

This bottle of pills was a "Neverending Story" of sorts, still never enough.

I'd erase you if I could but the bullets cost too much to waste on you.

Someone once said it's better to have loved and lost,
Well, someone once said the world was flat...

Where the fuck does that leave me?

Another white-trash gutter rat, unclean and obscene, leaving nothing to chance.

Everything is lost to me, know, not completely, I regress, forgive but never forget, and most importantly shut my heart to everything that could do me harm, but I refuse to ever lose again. My heart is mine to "fill or burst, break or bury, or wear as jewelry"

I'm not a safe bet baby, remember that, everything I once found beautiful I hate

I corrupt as many as I can, I turn pure hearts black.

I protect others by exposing/exploiting their weaknesses.

A cold heart keeps me warm, so does a bottle of cheap wine and a Seroquel.

I drown memories, imagining it was your body over crystal water, bloated blue,
blue always was a good color on you...

I am at war with myself, don't try to bring me down, I'll just blow myself away.

Unauthorized Copying Is Prohibited. Ask the author first.

Published on Tuesday, May 1, 2007. Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Comments on "One last chance for romance, and you stole the better part of me"

A former member wrote: The anger is great, it feels to me like there was meant to be a pattern but you were just to pissed to care. A very strong work of art my fellow spooky one.
On Wednesday, May 2, 2007, Army Barbie (316) wrote:

Awww I LOVE Dashboard darling. I don't understand how one woman...girl rather...could hurt someone so bad...could do so much damage to such an amazing guy. "I'd erase you but the bullets cost too much to waste on you." Shit boy, do me a favor and take a s
On Wednesday, May 2, 2007, Army Barbie (316) wrote:

second to smile.
On Wednesday, May 2, 2007, Vilification (20) wrote:

cry me a river dick....LMAO j/k good write bro
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, unspeakable truth (94) wrote:

Oh my, very well written. The set up, each word, every pause. From there I am speechless...
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, prettydisgrace (93) wrote:

This was going through my head like beating drums. great write.
A former member wrote: *falls over in shock* My God, this piece....all of it....I can't even form the words right now, this blew me away...far beyond the moon and out of this galaxy, where I've been deprived of oxygen too long. I have to fave. Excellent. ~*Beth*~
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, openureyes (55) wrote:

This is fucking great. Theres not enough space for me to tell you. Creative of course. So many great lines.' Everything I once found beautiful I hate' awesome write. ~Robyn
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, GraveFlower (240) wrote:

this could kill someone, its very creative..and so tense and powerful, love it as alawys, women are bitches..~*danni*~
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, Moonflower (298) wrote:

nice
A former member wrote: aw we build our own walls.. we have ourselves to blame for the lack of love we can provide and share...
On Saturday, May 5, 2007, Imsosickxxx (80) wrote:

*Farts, pukes and pisses his pants at the same time* sorry I had to since this is usually how your comments go, lol.
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, Bella Butchery (696) wrote:

i could see this as beat for some reason, kudos
On Tuesday, May 1, 2007, elisa (1595) wrote:

damn.... i think i was drafted into the same war.........love and hate feel the same to me......pointless and painful.