i love my depression and he loves me
we walk together hand in hand
he embraces me.

he grips me and pulls me to where i belong
not in this world not here
with strangers staring gawking
im never good enough,
i will never be anyone,
no one will ever love me,
he tells me i should die and maybe they will see
their fake hearts will shed a tear for me.

his cold hand strokes my heart and my mind
the only touch i feel,
he consumes me
he devours me
there is no one else
i wish i could leave with him into this dark abyss
just swim in the pain
just except it
except him.