There are pictures
That flash through my head.
And they change scenes
Everytime they play.
One minute the scene
Is what really happened.
The next
Is what i wanted to happen.
After a while
I think the scenes
of what i wanted to go on
are the real ones.
And i have so much
time on my hands
that all i do
is think.
it's a quagmire
that i have to deal with
Everyday.
I wish these scenes
Would just go away.