Fucked up fairytale

Maybe i dont love you anymore
I should`ve took the hint
when the butterflies in my stomache
slipped into a coma
and the stars fell from my eyes
Make a wish my "LOVE"
before they hit the ground
and shatter

I have finally realized
your just another PeterPan
you`ll never grow up
and i just cant make my morbid mind
grasp happy thoughts long enough
to make it to neverland

Dont get mad at me for
telling Tinkerbell to shut
the fuck up
spouting all that shit about
pixiedust when i found out
I was allergic

I guess i forgot I believed in
Happilly ever after
as I was running away from you
and the glass slipper
shattered

This bedtime story is going
to have a different ending
for this Sleeping Beauty doesnt
want to wake up knowing
how many other girls you kissed
the same way

and i could never compare to their
artificial responses
and practiced giggles
the only reason I`m
fluttering my lashes at you
is because i have something
in my eye

I could turn this all into
poetic promises but
the cloud i`m on has no
silver lining and I am sick of
turning your words
around to make me feel better about myself
when it never works

all the colors in my rainbow
have bled together turning b|ack
there is no pot of gold at
the end only heartache
and hopeless tears

Rapunzel has jumped from the
tower window with her
hair around her throat
I guess she got tired of waiting
to be saved

I`m tired of it too
could you hand me that noose
and point me toward
the nearest window