Dinner with my Eating disorder

By Bluegirl

Boil 2 cups water
Add 2 cups rice
No salt
No margerine
Put it in a bowl and let it sit
Watch it
Give up and take a bite
Punish yourself
5 situps
Another bite
Another ten situps
S~Q~U~I~R~M
How many calories have I just eaten?
Another bite
35 minuites with the jump rope
Pick up the fork again
Put it down
I wonder how far I can push myself
On three bites of rice
Dump the bowl out
And it's two hours on the treadmill
I collapse into bed.
Dinner was exhausting tonite


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© 2006 Bluegirl
Published on Sunday, September 17, 2006.     Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: a glimpse into a personal hell...what's for dessert?

  • A former member wrote: You know, usually the ones with the eating disorder are brilliant in their intelligence? I don't know...I think it's so sad for someone to have to go through this...

  • DarkPoet On Sunday, September 17, 2006, DarkPoet (229)By person wrote:

    Wouldn't it be great if you could just eat the eating disorder and let the stomach deal with it? Scholar

  • Bluegirl On Sunday, September 17, 2006, Bluegirl (177)By person wrote:

    ha ha! too funny Matt :)

  • A former member wrote: I use to eat white rice with gravy. I miss those meals.

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