I Fucking Hate You

I'm calling in reference
to the pain I ingested
the shit you injected
while you left me neglected
dispensed with/dejected
opened wide, unprotected

the shit you perpetrated
that I masticated
while you masturbated
while well-lubricated
by the tears of self-hatred
your ego inflated
your eyes dilated
by this drug you created...

and I just thought you should know
that when it's your time to go...
as life slips from you ever




so




s l o w...

I will love every fucking minute of it

And I'm going to watch the life drain from your body...

And as it does, I'll hope
that in those last precious moments
you saw things a little clearer

All these things cross my mind...

as I stare in the mirror.