Just as i thought
I had reached
My very bottom
I find myself
Tripping
Falling
Again

Even farther down
Bluring my vision
To the point
Where i dont know
Reality from insanity

And i am in tears
Sitting right here
For no reason
Other than the
Unpleasentries
Of life itself

As time passes
And i have to
Tell myself daily
That i am alive
And that
It is a
Good
Thing

Because it doesnt
Seem all that
Wonderful
To me

And again, as always
There are these tears
That keep on


Falling


From my face
And my eyes
Are so very sore
From all these tears
From all of this


Crying


And i don't understand
Where it is coming from
Raw emotions
Burning inside
I can
F e e l


Everything


And it is all
Way too much
Raw emotion


Inside


For me to handle
For me to control
For me to feel
Its killing me


Slowly


Because of all of these
Damn tears, fears
The raw emotion
Is burning me
A L I V E