Transformation

By Mistress Shadow

This is my suicide,
This is my end.
Can you see me still sitting here
Crying my last words,
Still crying for one last shout for attention?

No more,
I’m a coward,
I can’t go through this anymore,
My strength has run dry,
I’m an empty mass,
Reflecting back on times,
Times that weren’t like these.
Times, were,
Were I was me,
And the world was complete.
But that’s not here,
And it seems so far away from here.
Here being a scratch pad,
A glass of wine and a bra.
I’m done with being broken,
My strength wont magically appear;
This is my end,
This is my suicide.
Watch the transformation take flight.
Let me drown in redundancy,
Or let the memories be rapped to death.
Would’ve burnt the edges of the page,
When I was me.
Too bad this is my end,
This is my suicide.
I pray I awake reborn,
Or at least,
My cry for attention be scorned
My end,
Since I can’t take much more.
To ones that had lied,
This is my suicide.

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Copyright 2005 Mistress Shadow
Published on Monday, October 10, 2005.     Filed under: "Depressed" and
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  • Kali Ma On Wednesday, October 12, 2005, Kali Ma (43)By person wrote:

    "Would’ve burnt the edges of the page," this brought many memories, of course, of when being young and ignorant of life's reality. "Let me drown in redundancy" was my fav line however.

  • Mistress Shadow On Thursday, October 13, 2005, Mistress Shadow (252)By person wrote:

    I wasn't refering to the memories of being young unfortunatly. It was to memories when I had time to do creative things like making aged photographs and what not. Unrelated, my message was both won and lost for you. ~T~

  • Kali Ma On Wednesday, October 12, 2005, Kali Ma (43)By person wrote:

    I really liked this poem, though I hope it's not based on life. If you need to talk, give me a call or we can go out for coffee. It always gets better. ~ Asheai

  • Err0r On Tuesday, October 11, 2005, Err0r (365)By person wrote:

    ...I read to feel emotion since I can't feel without it. This definitely shook me. Great write.

  • frileyma On Monday, October 10, 2005, frileyma (11)By person wrote:

    Crushing and so sad....

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