Dark nights
Cold hearts
Bloody knives
This is my life
That you took from me
Painful rape filled the air
The thoughts that fill my mind
As I sat in the bathroom chair
Was it love? Or was it hate?
I know that was rape
I could not escape
You took my heart
And tore it in two
I can tell this love really wasn't true
You lied to me
You said you loved me
But the look on the other girl's face told me the truth
You sickening bastard
I trusted you
You grabbed her by the waist
And held her tight
Your sticky breath on her ear
Promising love even after death
All while I was standing there
Half-dressed and cold
But you didnt know I was there
Hiding in the bushes, pushed far away
You tore me apart with those hurtful words
I hope for your death
I told you "no"
But you did it anyways
You ripped off my clothes and pulled me in
Pain fills my body
And, unlike for her
You show no graceful love
I yell for you to stop
But you don't comply
You hurt me emencely
And not just physically
The scars will be there forever
For everyone to see
White and in the open
All over my body
Hundreds of them
Each with its own story
Dark nights
Cold hearts
Bloody knives
This is my life