i find pleasure in the pain i have caused myself.
the cold blade passes through my flesh.
all emotions fall to the floor.
i am sorry my love but that was my life.
i once cut too deep and i lost you.
now i watch over you
and every night i rape you.
i am always looking into your bright green eyes
though those eyes will never see me again
i stalk him even though i am dead.
i love him will all of my black heart
i never want to be aprt
so in the light of my last wish
i'll kill him tonight reality's kiss