Repetitive Stupidity

I am so fucking stupid,
And don't tell me I'm not,
Because I know I am;

I lie about things I shouldn't,
I do things I tell myself I won't,
I kid myself and everyone else,
I exaggerate till I make it hurt,
And expect everyone to love me,
Or just get over it;

The worst part is,
I know all of this,
And still I let it happen,
I don’t stop it,
I just let it go till it's too late;

I think it's okay,
I think I can handle it,
I think it won't go too far,
I think a little fabrication's okay,
When really I didn't think at all;

So the question is,
Will I finally learn from my stupidity?
Or will I do this again and again?
Will I do it till it kills me?
Can I stop this habit?
Of my repetitive stupidity.