counting the days untill i'm without you

i've tried so hard and so long to keep things close to my chest,
to not let anyone in and give them the chance to destroy me.
but somehow, with out my noticing,
it became so natural having you here.
and the very thought of you leaving,
brings tears to my eyes.
its uncomfortable,
feeling this vulnerable.
here with you nothing else matters.
I let my guard down and bare my soul to you.
and you hold it close so not to break me.
i count the days untill i'm without you,
and i'm constantly longing for you when we're apart.
but here in your arms i am safe I’minvincible.
Thw whole world could fall apart around us,
And I wouldn’t notice.
Here in your arms, I’m happy again.