I want to change the way things are,
Hate is a feeling that doesn’t belong between us.
I want to go back to the beginning,
Maybe I could have made things better.
I cant help wanting to run away,
And forget we ever met.
When you break me down,
And I cry remembering when you use to pick me up.
Is it worth it to start all over?
To throw myself away in the pictures and memories.
I could try to leave this hurt behind,
To go on without you.
But there would always be a piece of me missing,
And I know it lies in you.


~sorry for being gone so long, i had a lot of shit to deal with and oh yea i got me a J.O.B. at fucking f.y.e yay! %30 of it all. lol. anyway i hope you didnt miss me too much, if u did at all~ kelly