if you wanted to crawl inside my head and rape my thoughts
relax....i've already done it for you


somebody save me from what I've become
my life is submerged
in thick fog
of dreams left unknown
I've been left behind
.
.
.
here
.
.
.
by myself
.
.
.
left
.
.
.
to get high
while I sit here
where I'm at
in this room full of people
all alone
.
.
.
Iam no more
only less
than who I used to be
the world could never understand me
as niether will I
understand myself
I don't know where my life begins
and
ends anymore
.
.
.
will I ever return to brightness and light
or
will I forever be separate from the world
in which I find myself
the bad man
is coming
.
.
.
cold grey fingers of dawn
absorb
the protecting darkness
.
.
.
the norm is not
has never been
part of my existence
Iam detatched from
everything around me
I belong to no one
and
no thing
I am no part of anything
Iam
nothing
left
where does my soul go
when it hides from me
.
.
.
when darkness becomes light
.
.
.
once more
.
.
.