Libras Are Indecisive

you could have the deepest brown eyes in the world
and i would still fall aimlessly into your blood red sheets.
id bleed my insides dry
just to hear you freestyle until i demand ur body.

id love to spend the entire night being ur masochistic wet dream,
but im starting to think that id rather be somewhere else...

my insides hurt as much as the bruises on my body
but id wouldnt change the way he brings sunshine to my life
to describe the gleam he gets in his bright blue eyes
would take more words than im willing to share

his smile brightens the universe
to show me the way through pain
and i laughed a thousands fears away
when he let me collapse in his arms

id like to take advantage of your nightly bouts with lust
but it seems like id rather spend my time happily occupied.

to give myself to you
or trust myself to him
professor vs rockstar
lust vs love

you cannot have the sun without the moon
nor live without air
i think the answer is clear

after all

a Libra should never have to choose