what i have to say
... is gonna absurd.
​when you treat
me like shit,
...i like it cause it
hurts.
i keep comin' back
for more,
it makes me feel
lower than dirt.
i love it when you won't
give me what i want,
....but what i deserve.
 
you help me with my
disease,
like a dark cloud,
....always hanging over
me.
stealing the sunlight,
aiding comfort
....to these empty feelings.
it's alright,
it's all the same to me.
I'm never alone,
....'cause misery loves
company.
 
you're so supportive,
...making everything
seem so irrelevant.
with open arms,
you enable me.
...acting as my
co-dependent...
 
your intentions,
are methodic and
relentless.
your interaction,
....always leaves me
defenseless.
at the mercy of your
benevolence,
i learn to live with this
discontentment....