Dissociative? Maybe

By Deathkitten

If you could see the anguish inside
Feel the wrath of provoked spite
Catch the wandering, red, jagged lines
Hear my crucial thoughts
Taste my putrid soul
If you could only imagine
Like you would ever know
The emptiness in my belly
from starvation & stubborness
The lack of socialization
The depersonalization
Distortion sets in
Not knowing
which way to begin or end
This mood swing i'm in
Swaying to & fro
Between caring
and I don't know
but it's overwhelming
Dissociative? Maybe
I think you should go

Unauthorized Copying Is Prohibited. Ask the author first.

Published on Wednesday, July 17, 2013. Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"

Comments on "Dissociative? Maybe"

A former member wrote: Horrible when ones own emotions are uncontrollable and so are the things people do to regain control of them. Strange what people will resort to to regain control of things, of anything. This write is much like a whirl pool, pulling you deeper and deeper below the depths.
On Monday, July 29, 2013, Deathkitten (571) wrote:

Yes it is. Thank you, Cam!
A former member wrote: I think we all feel this way maybe that why we are here and writing our emotions. Awesome job deathkitten.
On Wednesday, July 17, 2013, PoetessDarkly (693) wrote:

Kitten, you are brilliant. you writing is amazing.
On Wednesday, July 17, 2013, Deathkitten (571) wrote:

Thank you so much, Lisa :)
On Wednesday, July 17, 2013, blue angel (866) wrote:

If you could see the anguish inside Feel the wrath of provoked spite catch the wondering red jagged lines Hear my crucial thoughts Taste my putrid soul... ~ amazing power punch of emotions** love it ~*_*~ Intelligently penned;) xxx
On Wednesday, July 17, 2013, Deathkitten (571) wrote:

Mhmm & it only gets better from here. Thank you, sweetness ;)
On Wednesday, July 17, 2013, haunted (837) wrote:

nice poem, you sound a little flustered. when you write you have the ability to move people, you do me, and I love that. I love that I can feel your mood. that's why I love poetry so much. I love people and everybodys different and through words were individuals. your sassy and brilliant jess! and I love it. awesome!
On Wednesday, July 17, 2013, Deathkitten (571) wrote:

I have been a bit flustered lately. I like poetry for many reasons & that is one of them. I love it when readers can "feel me". Thanks, Todd :)