Faith

By ANGELSLAYER

I don't think I was cut out for living
None of this ever makes sense
I don't know if I was made for caring
Whenever I do, it never works out

Should I even bother to mask my pleasure with pain?

I'm so confused
Spiralling in feeling I'll never understand
I'm so amused
At my  capacity for ignorance, Or I just want to believe
And I'm abused
In my sin for lust I gave up the truth
I gave up myself for wanting to love you 

In flames
I find some purpose for what I wish I could be
I burn
I punish myself for the blind faith I let you feed

And so I bleed
Pouring out myself to fill your need
Your souls a carrier
And in me you've sewn disease

Force feed me your bitterness
Regurgitating the loneliness
Stitching parts of me, the simplest
Trying to fill up the emptiness

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Copyright 2012 ANGELSLAYER
Published on Monday, March 19, 2012.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • Nehema On Wednesday, May 16, 2012, Nehema (962)By person wrote:

    The torture of always longing and never finding... I love reading your work - I'm addicted. I know where to come when I need a fix. Thanks for sharing your brilliance. Scholar

  • Devilish On Monday, March 19, 2012, Devilish (2662)By person wrote:

    Wow ANGEL.. My DEMON.... Sorry you feel this way. We all know thats why I say fuck love! An evil detour through natures facade.. Always come back to the reality there is no such thing.. For a fling is always more healthy.. Much Dark love sent your way. ANd kissess for the beautiful baby... Scholar

  • ANGELSLAYER On Monday, March 19, 2012, ANGELSLAYER (118)By person wrote:

    Thanks darlin. I agree, but it still tries to grab ahold of you no matter how hard you try to kill it

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