My reality

By XOCHITL

Look dead into my eyes although thier very cloudy
seem deep into my mind but prepare it's a little rowdy
let me take you for a ride, hold on tight for you may fall
in my twisted little world where I'm trapped between four walls
where everyone must die
a place where I dream of death
and think about murder
where I comfort myself by getting so high
where I commit all my crimes
where I dread another molestation
where I go when I have to cry
what I say when I've lost my patience
and what I do when I wanna die
venture with me
feel my pain and understand my anger
come with me, stand by me
for I don't want to be here alone
for one day death will fall upon me
and the floors will fall from beneath me
and the gates from hell will swallow me
for I am a sinner
and a fool
and nothing more.

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Copyright 2011 XOCHITL
Published on Thursday, January 6, 2011.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: this definitely reminds me of the state of mind we can all fall into....but from what ive seen from u ur worth much, much more than you probably even give yourself credit for. another expressive and beautifully crafted write, write on :) God bless

  • Gray Vision On Tuesday, January 11, 2011, Gray Vision (425)By person wrote:

    This is the place to release all, everything that you feel, it's a purge, and when you're al done we'll all still be here. Thank you for sharing =)

  • SulaMoon On Thursday, January 6, 2011, SulaMoon (67)By person wrote:

    It's like you crawled inside my head.

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