Just Stupid

By Malcholm Dark

Inside my head is growing dim
I used to be active, but then
I've encompassed the seven sins
This life rests on needles and pins.
Yes I'm a daisy
Big, fat and lazy.
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I guess I'm just stupid.

I seem to drink until I drop
I have tried, but I cannot stop
I've developed some liver spots
This life's a series of inkblots.
I know it's a sin
My whiskey and gin.
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I guess I'm just stupid.

I met two new friends, meth and caine
Mixed and shot-up, I feel no pain
I lost ninety pounds, that's insane
This life, my heart cannot sustain.
I know it was dumb
I was so damn young.
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Chiseled on my tombstone...
"Here lies stupid."

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Published on Friday, October 15, 2010. Filed under: "Abuse" and "Poetry"

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Comments on "Just Stupid"

A former member wrote: i likee it very good
A former member wrote: Pure perfection... I remeber I asked my friend why they smoke. She answered "Idk it's fun" I said "that's the difference. You smoke for fun, I smoke to die"
A former member wrote: impeccably written... isn't there some sense of satisfaction.... in at least knowing that you're killing yourself slowly.... and even enjoying most of it, perhaps. excellent read.
A former member wrote: I can't believe I've only just read this now.Awweeesome piece.When can you introduce me to your two mates?
On Friday, October 22, 2010, alex herewane (149) wrote:

First I thought I could relate to some of this but I can relate to all of it. sometimes stupid has loads of fun in it and a little bit of humanness. Well done!
A former member wrote: Amazing write:)loved the last lines.Well i have my days when i feel just stupid...those are the days i like to remember the most:)
A former member wrote: testimonial to the sad truth that sometimes we just never learn
A former member wrote: thats so true every haves to feel dumb some times thats a really good poem keep up the good work
On Friday, October 15, 2010, lupus tenebrae (860) wrote:

An endless cycle of abuse leading to the grave, a horrible reality for some. We're all stupid at some point I guess. This was an amazing piece, conveyed the message so perfectly. Write on.
On Friday, October 15, 2010, ubiquitoussoul (343) wrote:

The things these drugs can lead to.. Super well written poem.. gets the message across well. Guess were all stupid.Life becomes a big blur at some point.