Being used?

By Musik2MyEyes

It's as though you were the winning lottery jackpot and they spent you frivolously until you were gone...used up...yet they still wanted more. They don't want to say goodbye...even though you struggle with nothing left to give. They keep playing you. And your big heart prevents you from ending the game. Because you think this might be love...you don't know for sure because you are no expert in feelings. A pawn of an abusive past. So how can you judge right from wrong if you never experienced "right"?
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For fuck's sake just let the right one come along and punch that asshole in the face and take your hand and walk away with you.
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Heros welcome
To remove the abused
From the lottery.

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Copyright 2010 Musik2MyEyes
Published on Thursday, April 1, 2010.     Filed under: "Abuse" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

Oh how I wish that could have happened for me. Here's sending hope out for others =)
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  • boneplate On Thursday, April 8, 2010, boneplate (56)By person wrote:

    very powerful and heartbreaking....

  • A former member wrote: sad... tragically beautiful

  • ebonyamore On Monday, April 5, 2010, ebonyamore (100)By person wrote:

    been there. (think in one way or another we all have). you wrote the whole painful, messy experience well. thank you.

  • Dreamzz On Saturday, April 3, 2010, Dreamzz (19)By person wrote:

    Very well said...nice write...

  • A former member wrote: I guess that is why we have to "play the field" as they say until we find the right one. It is an ugly field, yet we do it for love. That asshole must have really done a number on you.

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