A Sneeze

My love is like a sneeze....
I'll feel it coming,
It'll threaten to overtake,
the tension will build,
then,
relief,
sweet relief,
Concern will then flood me,
Am I falling ill,
will this be a start of an end,
can't I control this phenomenon,
or let it take it's toll,
will it build then die,
or explode me with it's power,
I doubt,
then,
relief,
sweet relief,
Is it nature's way to do this,
Does it happen to everyone,
Then why does all my focus,
become to focused,
all is turned on the inevitable accident,
or is it an accident,
response or fate I wonder,
then,
relief,
sweet relief,
and I hold my hand out in protection,
wondering it its me or them i protect,
so many options,
an elbow for everyone,
a hand for revenge,
confounded, am I, for something which,
can't wait,
then,
relief,
sweet relief,
Now all circumstances have occurred,
and what am I left,
residue of disgust and questions,
I've been pushed by reality,
and didn't hold back,
but I find one thing in the world,
is fleeting,
relief,
sweet relief