Comments by BetaWolfinVA

"sometimes we are the moths to their flame... other times this is reversed... life, it is a spiral dance"
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Embraced in Her Blaze" by SilentStalker

"Satan is God's Prosecuting Attorney (literally Accuser) Lucifer and Poseidon gave man knowledge of fire the snake gave man the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil... with that, the "Christians" that persecute the "Other", and other wise punish the non-christian are in fact doing Satan's work , and not the work of Jesus who is God's public Defender..."
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Catafalque For Christianity (religiously offensive)" by darkness_descends

"the gods are the ultimate archetypes... Freyja's principal job in the family is security... who better than a Valkyrie? for Pavarati, i was trying to find an indian avatar of justice... still not sure i chose correctly "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "A Quiet Consultation (Black Diamond)" by BetaWolfinVA

"ouch... too damn familiar territory..."
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "the problem with ex boyfriends" by KittyStryker

"Good write ... all I have are unworthy platitudes"
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Sickened Mind" by WinglessFaith

"I remember nights on the phone til way too damn late until I thought I would not get "the call" that particular night. I wish I knew what to say... i was her sounding board then... May you find someone able to the same for you, Giving you what hope you need or helping you keep it "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "My Grim Reaper" by SinisterSkittles

"Such emotion... very familiar territory, Life, death, matter not, only the other. "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Your Kind Of Darkness (pt. 2)" by mikeygreenleaf

"ohh wow... not my kind of submission... but your version has a certain... allure"
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "chokecherries and bloodberries" by KittyStryker

"powerful... it is way too easy to get lost in our own problems... "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "give a little" by KittyStryker

"Thanks for the reminder of a happier time, a month after meeting "Raven". This has only been published here since July. "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "The Dance of Love" by BetaWolfinVA

"Deleted effluvia needs to be replaced Dredging what was laid to rest. for a long time I was able to... not... but I was not able to tread water. I've started again, but What she cannot see cannot hurt her. (Members only - insert glyph of cowardice and self hatred)"
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"My current wife didn't break my mind, I thought I was whole again when I met her... and when I married her. She did not break me. Deleting poems isn't even a Band Aid, and hinders my attempts to ... not get worse... "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"Had I the power of choice, my life would have been different starting in 1996..., if not then, Then in 2001."
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"Texting Raven (friend stuff / life events only)made things... not get worse (but my wife made me give that up) therapy in 2013 made me consider the possibility that I was not as evil in 1996 - 1999 as I started to think in 2012, (but my wife made me give that up) Poetry I keep, I've had to rewrite from memory something that my wife deleted... my broken mind is my own responsibility. My Wife doesn't get to sanitize the effluvia. Therapy from 2003 to 2008 made me able to deal with loosing Raven as more than a friend for the second time, realizing that I was permitted to move on from job and first marriage both (even if it did break first wife... current wife is stronger and never tried to humor me) the situation is such that I try to live with guilt, old and new (from ways that I tried to deal with old guilt). The alternative is way more selfish, honorable and final."
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"These poems i write about raven are not paeans of joy... they are "OMG, this happened so long ago, now what do i do to survive".... more akin to someone chronicling rising water in a locked room. "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"I have tried, somehow i was happy once, and in love with my wife. since i was reminded of raven's existence in February-April of 2012, keeping in contact with her is more of a deadman switch than something done for fun."
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

""Posterity (that finicky beast)" - the amorphous future generations that are so hard to please "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"when have i ever called my current wife names? mentioned how i failed her, yes. called her names, no. "
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

"the hatred and contempt in my poems is directed at neither my current wife nor the woman who's lies shattered me. sometimes a slow? descent into madness is not all pretty."
Posted by BetaWolfinVA on "Things to Break a Soul, One Poem Lost at a Time" by BetaWolfinVA

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