against my better judgement;
i built my dreams around you...
and according to plan
-i fell into the wrong hands,
losing my illusions;
in a broken heart serenade.

the vivid black and white parade;
shows me how things will never be.
-but the pieces fall into place,
in the shape of;
your elaborate fantasy,
is it me your dreaming of?

tell-tale scars gave you away;
before you could say sorry.
i should have known
-what they really mean by love...
it makes me wonder if its better;
to perhaps feel nothing at all.

divine faith lead us here;
despite the warning signs,
painted in virgin blood.
you said its nothing;
nothing but hearsay,
i think we both knew.

not another weeping heart;
saturated in self pity.
a love born of apathy
-returns to its original state,
a bit to late to recover;
the heart you gave away.

i lied when i kissed you;
because i didn't mean forever.
i loved you despite everything
-not because of who you are
such a thing was never meant to last,
no matter how hard we tried.

i miss you;
but not because i want you back.
simply because you know;
i like it fast and hard...
-even if my body loved you more;
than my heart ever could.