A night of giving up and waking up

WARNING: The following work is intended for readers that are 18+ and may contain material not suitable for everyone. Those readers who might be easily offended or upset by reading sexually deviant works I suggest not read my work.


It all began with a caress of her cheek. A smile spreading from ear to ear and dancing across her face. I hear her softly breathing, now letting out a gentle sigh. I close my eyes and think to myself ‘don’t let this be a dream’. She nuzzles me gently and I brush back her long hair, resting it behind her ear. I caress her cheek and kiss her gently. Our lips touch and the electricity courses through my body. A few moments later I pull away ‘this isn’t a dream, it can’t be’. “I love you so much” my mouth fumbles out. She smiles and nods and returns my feelings with a kiss. Tears build up and roll down the sides of my face has I climb on top of her and kiss her neck deeply taking a nibble at it. Her mouth drops open and a moan escapes, her nails find my back and sink in dragging down a bit. I continue to kiss passionately at her neck muffling my moan through our kiss, pressing my body against hers. I scratch at her naked sides with my fingers tracing up and down in slow steady streaks. I kiss the center of her chest and lick at her nipples making her let out a series of small moans. I caress her cheek and let my other hand slide down her sides and gently sneak under her panties. My middle finger penetrates her softly and slowly for only a second. It climbs up and rubs her clit up and down gently. I kiss her lips and lean into her ear whispering to her “I love you, now and always”. Her moans stop and she looks me in the eye and smiles “I love you too, Corey”. I kiss her deeply and begin to rub my finger against her yet again, moving it desperately moaning has we kiss. Her body arches has she roars out a moan then slams her body back down against the bed. My hands side to her sides once more and begin to push her panties down. Letting them move down inch by inch. I kiss the center of her chest and jump down getting on my knees before the bed. Letting my tongue lick against her in long slow laps. My hands stroking her inner thighs, scratching the skin softly and gripping her thighs tight when moving down. The taste of her sends my body into overdrive, making me want her even more. My licks start becoming shorter, more forceful, more intense. I grip her hip tight with one hand the other scratching at her thigh desperately. “I need you” she begins to wail to me in the midst of her ecstasy. I let myself rest on top of her and grind against her. Letting her feel my length trail up and down her in a slow motion. “Do you want this, my dear?” I ask her holding her wrists tight. She nods whimpering her body shaking beneath me “Please” she manages to squeak out. I lie down on the bed and hold her wrist “Come now, my dear” I tell her smirking. She climbs on top of me a leg going to each side of my hip. She carefully takes a hand and eases me inside of her. We both let out a moan of pleasure and I bite my lower lip. “That about does your fun” a chuckle then escapes my lips has my hand grabs her ass and the other holds her thigh tight. I begin to grind against her keeping myself deep inside of her. ‘I want to torment her’ my mind tells me. I hear her whimper my name has if to say something more. I lift her up ever so slightly and begin to thrust in and out in a slow process. She starts breathing heavily whimpering while bouncing on me. I watch her closely, my eyes glued to her. Taking pleasure with every reaction that comes across her face. Her mouth slips out a deep moan and I go crazy beginning to push hard and faster. ‘This is better than a dream, fuck I can’t even contain myself’ my mind starts thinking to itself. I can’t take it anymore and roll pushing her on her back keeping a tight grip on her thigh to assure I stay inside of her all the while. My other hand starts dancing across her stomach up to her chest while I thrust wildly. Her head tilts back and I scratch my hand back down to her stomach. My moaning and thrusts become erratic and I can feel us both start to climax. Her body is trembling and she is tightening around me has we keep going. I thrust deep and hard has we cum together. I feel myself filling and throbbing inside of her. We’re both gasping as we look at each other. I smiles and try to lay next to her, but I open my eyes and everything is gone. The messy sheets, her body, and her cloths on the floor nothing was left. Was it ever there… my mind goes racing at all these thoughts. I collapse to the floor hysterically crying. My fists clench and hit the bed so hard it flies up. I lean down and start punching the floor. It’s all gone. The feelings, the hope, the love all of it left without so much as a blink of the eye. My mind starts to collect itself. ‘Never again, Corey’ it says. “I know” slips out to myself. ‘You can’t hold on to it anymore, Corey… its killing you’ I cry knowing it’s true. “It’s all I ever wanted” I sob. ‘Well it’s not your time… you had a chance… in time maybe another… but right now, no. So don’t even think of it. Don’t believe it. Don’t even acknowledge it exists.’ “I want to” I scream out while my crying deepens. ‘Love is consuming you, Corey… it’ll kill you at this rate. Let go. It just isn’t meant for now.’ “I still love though” I keep to myself silently. ‘How can you love them when you’re love is hurting? Love wasn’t meant to hurt another person and all you love is doing is causing pain. Let go of it. Maybe one day you can love without hurting the one you do. Let go.’ I feel everything drop inside of me. Has if all my organs turned to steel. I feel sick and run to the bathroom. I cough up the vomit tears still rolling down. “What do I do now?” I sob to myself. Everythings gone silent… there’s no one to be found and my mind has ceased. I fall back crying. No… please… someone… anyone… be here.