for what else can i do

By Darkest_Addiction

you stumble in a drunken rage
you swing at anything that moves
you yell and scream at me
as you pin me to the wall
the smell of liquor burns my nose
i push you back
as you stumble
i try to leave you drag me back
you wont let go
i start to yell
i start to shake
you lose your grip
i slip away
you grab my shirt
it starts to tear
we fall back on the floor
i kick you away
i run down the stairs and out the door
knowing you wont follow
i sit behind the shed
and wash away the blood
ill wear long sleeves to cover the bruises
i stay till you pass out
i get up and go get ready
for another round tommorow night
for what else can i do?
theres nowere left to go

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© 2005 Erin mae mcavoy
Published on Sunday, November 27, 2005.     Filed under: "Abuse" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: i know this dead end.....you have to jump the back fence

  • Liz On Friday, December 2, 2005, Liz (267)By person wrote:

    Hey, you're right, this is horribly depressing.

  • Liz On Friday, December 2, 2005, Liz (267)By person wrote:

    I really like the way you wrote this in second person. It makes it all the more intense.

  • thornyrose On Thursday, December 1, 2005, thornyrose (23)By person wrote:

    brings back memories in me as well...and leaving is so much easier said then done..but can be done..there is light at the end of the darkness.

  • coly On Tuesday, November 29, 2005, coly (54)By person wrote:

    wow that sounds like me and my ex sad but great wright

  • A poet of madness On Sunday, November 27, 2005, A poet of madness (115)By person wrote:

    i think i know what this one's about... ya always have a choice tho, and ya can always choose not to go back... it may be hard, the road my be long, but when it ends, ya find a place that ya belong

  • Solitary Dreamer On Sunday, November 27, 2005, Solitary Dreamer (24)By person wrote:

    ...stirs bad memories of my childhood...good write..I enjoyed it

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