It is but a [dream]

Everyday,
Awaiting affection..
No recollection..
Of past loves.
I wish..
I could fall into sleep,
To leave you behind,
And all of your words,
That seem so unkind,
Yet, I am binded..
To you..
‘Til death do us part,
Leaving behind the past,
Or until my heart collapses.
It is but a dream,
A treacherous scheme.
To fall so blindly..