Good...or Just Plain Lustful...?

i said i loved you
do i love you?
that just doesn't seem right
there are
a million
explanations (excuses)
for why its just
my mind
fooling me into thinking
that you're good
for me
GOOD
how could any man be
good
for me
especially one
thats just
like me

but maybe it could be good
for me,
the way you
run your fingers though
my hair
as you
kiss me
the way you take me under
when you pin me
throw me down
make my heart turn
inside out when you
give me that look
with just a "tiny tad"
of hair in your face

i'm ashamed of this
this...
the way that i react to you
i've got the love of my life
but he just doesn't
fan the
fire
inside me
like you do

...and god, how you make it blaze...

i get hot
just thinking
about
how you'd touch me
...if i let you
i burn for you as i remember
how your lips felt on mine
how your hair felt
when my frantic hands
ran
through it

it was very romantic
how you kissed me
touched my face and drew
me in...

you draw me in...
you...



i can't resist you
much longer
...