Heart beating,
body all tense,
eyes close together and sharp as a hawk.
Nerves shot,
hands twitching,
mind focused on one thing.
Temperature rising,
blood boiling,
smiles fade fast form the joyful occasion.
Life of jealousy,
life of revenge,
life full of remorse that shouldn't even be there.
The emotions build,
the emotions consume,
the emotions take over and the transformation begins.
Out of hope,
out of control,
out of mind, body, and soul.
Giving up,
giving no thought,
giving into the fighting temptation building inside.
That same feeling,
that same lust,
that same desire to seek out and conquer.
all this tied up inside and still sayin' aloud...
Feelin' fine.

May 12, 2004

"Feeling bad or feeling good... I leave it up to you"