before the end

By sixsixnine

before the ending
i'm fading
momantarely hating
seing everything
constantly breaking
auto-intoxicating
flashback shaking
permanantly
raping & taking
my only way of escaping
this haunting feeling
making all that's good sting
now i'm screaming
searching for meaning
trying to find what's missing

forcing
blessing
killing
healing
draining
dreaming
cursing
inflicting
loving
living
all fucking repeating
fixing nothing
'til i'm done bleeding
finding contradicting
crying or singing
fasting or feeding
eating the ringing
slowly the pain releasing
me into a comforting beginning

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Published on Wednesday, July 21, 2004. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "before the end"

A former member wrote: this is awesome. the constant death we face, the constant rebirth we endure through throes of pain and doubt. awesome; you, sir, kicked my ass.
A former member wrote: i am in awe...thank you.....zay
On Friday, July 30, 2004, aXe FactoR (333) wrote:

lovely rhyming u have there, the flow is crazy! i like this a lot..it is just so smooth. :) -MeL-
On Tuesday, July 27, 2004, Anth (1126) wrote:

cool work man,awesome pace and flow, a strong work,that was like a flash of filmic images increasing into a blur, one of your best
On Tuesday, July 27, 2004, mysticventures (527) wrote:

man that was great !!! I loved the pace and my heart raced as I read - great work SIX
On Monday, July 26, 2004, capt_funguy (777) wrote:

man .. you write like youre punishing your pen ... making it do so much more than it was meant to ... so much faster .. your last moments , when your
On Monday, July 26, 2004, capt_funguy (777) wrote:

" self" passes before your eyes ... magnificent hard core fury man ... great frekin' work ... funguy
On Monday, July 26, 2004, urbanhumility (1158) wrote:

i find your work emotionally prevolking. your angst serves your prose well, you speak of things i shy to say. well done my friend.......urban
On Sunday, July 25, 2004, darkangelXlll (107) wrote:

I LOVE YOUR SHIT! my god! i love the list of words this is so GOOD i love it! ::skips off to read some more:: ~darlin :)
A former member wrote: wow; this is brilliance, six. Every day sees different battles of the same war waging within.... im tired... must sleep... girls gone wild....
On Wednesday, July 21, 2004, Deadly Embrace (41) wrote:

Great flow. Almost as if it were a song. -DE
On Wednesday, July 21, 2004, glasshouse (530) wrote:

This piece was... intricate. Each word grabbed you and threw you to the next. I like the flow and the sporadic rhyme scheme. Good piece. I'm impressed. -Glass