If only deceiving myself was as easy…..
By so_skeevy
Today you say I’m distant,
But if you only knew
The torment in my head is eating its way through
It’s hard to hold it in; it’s hard to even smile
It’s hard to fake happiness, but I’ve been doing it a while.
How i wish for ignorance, i wish i didnt care
i wish that when i needed it, hope was always there.
And ill sit here and laugh, ill smile like nothing's wrong
But i cant help but think my goddamn life's too long
If only deceiving myself was as easy…..
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Copyright 2004 so_skeevy
Published on Saturday, April 24, 2004.
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On Wednesday, April 20, 2005, AniDayz
(812) wrote:
powerfully, painfully spoken.
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A former member wrote:
this made me smile at the end though I know that most likly was not your intention.....has sort of a bitter irony
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A former member wrote:
I agree spikes, lol. I think eveything I said in the other poems I would say again for this write. Great job so_skeevy
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On Thursday, July 8, 2004, Spikes_of_Blue
(42) wrote:
wow...im really running out of ways to describe how powerful ur poems hit me...like a punch in the gut its left me breathless...beautiful again...
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On Thursday, April 29, 2004, xX pretty vacant Xx
(64) wrote:
yeah i know this feeling and you worded it perfectly. no matter how hard you fake it for everyone else, you'll never make yourself believe in it. good write.
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On Saturday, April 24, 2004, Beautiful Scars
(175) wrote:
This Is so true...It is hard to decieve yourself..-fairy-