Iam not insane
even though I dream in bleeding colors
yet vivid grey nightmares haunt me
I only talk to angels when they speak first
burning golden bright
against the darkness of my imagination
I sit rocking back and forth
to the music that thumps with in my soul
to protect myself
from people like you
who fight to get into my head
take control of my different little drummer
and
destroy everything that make me who I am
everything you can't understand
This constant rhythym resides
deep inside my myst filled mind
to hide from you because it has to
to survive
But
why do you even care
GO AWAY
Continue with your so called normality
and
neglect your strung out ambitions
While I continue to get high
painting all my rooms purple till the day I die
and
beyond
When I dance thru the gates of heaven
wearing only a long purple roasry
and
my scars
that will not heal
because
I DON'T WANT THEM TO
I will stay up as late as I wish
or chose not to sleep ever again
because
I CAN MAKE THAT CHOICE
Iam not crazy for running from the sunrise
I just perfer the still of night
just as you are not normal
for failing to see the hollow almost painful beauty
of the full moon on a fog filled night
So keep your snide little opinions to yourself
I refuse to change
I enjoy being me
with all my contradictions
People like you would not survive
and
Do not exist in my freaky little world
so stay out you are restrricted
My electric purple skies and conversations with myself
will not harm you
unless you get too close
unless you threaten
my salvation