Lifetime sentence

By Zeppy94

This world is something Im no longer willing or capable of comprehending.....

Like the jokes over let me off the ride I welcome death haven't we not suffered enough in this life sentencing....

Hold your breath with that "It's only as dark as we perceive" ...

See when you've lived in the dark as long as I have in the light it hurts to see...

Happiness within the moments promise forever
but forever never seems to last more then a moment....

Mark my words don't hold your breath the promise never stays alive....

I carry a broken mind and fractured heart but my spirits pure it must be the joke to not let me die....

Depression anxiety, suicidal ideation.....
So tired of the lie of "I'm fine" to keep up my superficial presentation.....

Fake it to I make it .... Well I've faked it for so long I don't know what's real I'm 32 and still never "made it"

Lost all understanding of reality...
Do you know what it's like to have your own thoughts doubt me...

But can't break down others see it as weakness and mark you as prey....

Survival of the fittest but I pray..
you to step to me after the battles and wars rage in my head...

Fit as a warrior lesser men would of turned up dead ...

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Copyright 2023 Zeppy94
Published on Monday, February 20, 2023.     Filed under: "Personal" and "Poetry"
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  • LIFEINVADER On Sunday, February 26, 2023, LIFEINVADER (300)By person wrote:

    At times, making sense of what is around us can feel like an impossible task. I appreciate how your words capture the intense frustration and difficulty of this struggle.

  • Zeppy94 On Thursday, May 11, 2023, Zeppy94 (55)By person wrote:

    Thank you means alot coming from you.

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