See me I'm afraid so I practice procrastination and hesitation……
       In their psychological and spiritual metaphorical equation……
     And their superficial presentation…..

          of who I am and who I claim to be…..

 
     When I take an honest look within I feel nauseated 
my stomach aching….

       My emotional pain I'm not bulit to take it….. 
Me running to the drugs is a
       f****** understatement 

     anything I can do to get outside of me

   From life I want deliberation  it seems my demons are always in celebration that
     I stay on the Block trying to ease myself with medication 
    my emotions make me create deprivation these OVERWHELMING  sensations
     I stay at the doc and screaming to God to relieve my SUICIDAL IDEATION 

I’M OVERWHELMED MY THOUGHTS ARE RACING 

    But that's a side of Scott I'll never let you see…...