Indulging in Emotions
How do you make promises
When they are meant to be broken
*sigh*
The lyrical madness
that plays in my mind
Searching for words to describe you in completion
Is symphonic
I fail, like so many times before
Cliches adorned with love
Are a pale comparison
Because it is not exactly love
&
Not exactly lust
Need & Desire
Are so much more complex
A simple soft spoken phone call
Is divine to the grotesque
Like forehead kisses to the detached
A simple promise...
"I wont indulge in emotions..."
When I am lost in feeling
... Is unfair...
Though, I am lacking
Adequate words
To dress you lavishly with
Something deeper then real
&
More than true
When you hear my name...
Do you think silently, she is mine...
Secrets atrophy
love...
Or so I used to think...
The silence in unannounced titles
Could be the answer to forevers question
Love isn't sufficient
For what I seek from you
Cant only be found
Inside such a simplistic word
I need...
A no matter what ...
When my head torpedoes through tornadoes
A shard collector
For when I detonate the self destructor
I need...
Trust & Loyalty
I have quelled my demons
To the point only I can hear them whisper...
Unfortunately at times I lack the correct translation
&
Need an on call confessional
Trusted enough to endure its penance
Secrets only atrophy love
When held between lovers
I desire...
To be the last lips you taste
An ear whisper.ed fairytale
Of
Devotion & Dedication
I desire...
All the tomorrows...
To be without question or doubt
If we will always be us
I desire...
A communication beyond words
As finding the correct ones
Is enticingly volatile
But you said...
I'll have you now...
& of course again
Till I don't
&
Then I'll let you know
It's been a long time...
Since I thought someone irreplaceable...
I could never go back to just friends...
I hope this doesn't hurt....
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