My End

I am awake 
but, I still sleep  
Yet these visions I have
they still haunt me
They portray 
everything
All that will
and can destroy me

I am afraid
of the day
The day this all
comes to pass
And on this day
I will break
I will suffer my future
and my past
 
My future does not bother me
it is my past I can't concieve
My past is what haunts my dreams
and my future I can not see
To see it full 
and to see it right
It is something
which I've lost sight

Something in which
I must give in 
It is my future
and my end