Found My Edge

That's it, I found  my edge
Teeter to and fro from the ledge.
Lean more, accidentally on purpose
Finally no more feeling worthless.
Pick up speed and look around
The wind blocks out the sound.
The silence is deathly and bliss
No need here for one last kiss.
Wake up and look at the clock
Someone was at my door with a knock.
Time for hell to begin all over
Get to school, needing a rover.
Make it through the day
People get me to stay.
I get home and stand on a stool
Set the noose, feeling like a fool.
Kick the stool, the world stands still
Death has prevented me from the kill.
Wake up in the hospital bed
They're trying to keep you fed.
You simply give up and don't eat
Unable to stand on your own two feet.
Struggle to the nearest window
Opened, feeling the breeze swing low.
Look over the ledge and hear a cry
Fall back and death let's you die.
He accepts me with arms open wide
I follow him in every stride.
The father of death has loved his son
Finally welcoming him with evil fun.
Death is the inevitable
He is the unquestionable.