Hidden

By brokensme

Empty and lost inside
I had promised my self never again will i hide
But everything i have to keep deep within
Is slowly starting to wear me thin

How much longer must i hide
Before i explode inside?
I feel like i am playing with my own fuse
Causing my own abuse

Troubling have been my dreams
I wake wishing only to scream
But i remind myself to keep quiet
Keep my emotions tucked in and sleep by it

I shake and tremble
Grab my pen and pad and fumble
I try to be strong
Even when It seems like everything is going wrong

The ice cold blade freezes against my thigh
I know I told the blade goodbye
I hear movement
I toss it to the side as if there were nothing to it

You enter the room and hold me tight
I told you that i was alright
For at that moment i was
It reminded me that all that I am working for isnt a bust

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Copyright 2013 brokensme
Published on Friday, February 15, 2013.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: I've always been and will always be the one that smiles and say I'm fine, except on here.. I love that I can come hear and say how I really feel, it's nice. We all hear your pain and I have felt it. Nice work, it speaks to me (and obviously many others) Thank you for sharing!

  • A former member wrote: says* here* HA!

  • A former member wrote: This is truly beautiful. I have been going through a lot in my recent time, and it it getting difficult to keep it all inside anymore. This really did speak to me. I love it.

  • Rowan On Friday, February 15, 2013, Rowan (202)By person wrote:

    I know exactly how you feel. I've recently gotten back on this site and I'm currently going through a major depression. Trying to be strong and tell everyone I'm fine when everything is going so wrong. Your poem speaks to me.

  • A former member wrote: Don't hold back your feelings bro, let her know what is going on, it is the best way to deal it.

  • BrokenKatra On Friday, February 15, 2013, BrokenKatra (61)By person wrote:

    i love you so cheer up XD i will always hold you tight..

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