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we met through song.
like a perfect melody,
we flowed together
so simply...
simple but strong.
You looked past my scars
and
staright to my soul.
a perfect pair in paradise
never to be pulled
apart.
as thick as thieves,
a flawless match.
You, were
my best friend.
You accepted my flaws as founders.
They were
only stains on an old pair of jeans,
built up by time and the many
falls to the dirt.
But still jeans all the same.
I wasnt just
a pawn on the chess table,
i was the queen, sworn to protect her treasures
at all costs.
You saw me for who i was,
and you loved me for
who i was'nt.
You stood by me in any storm,
like a strong oak
tree over a precious home,
you refused to let a little rain bring
you down.
You filled a void in my life,
a void that you couldnt
possibly understand..
You were everything to me,
i called you
my brother,
the third of three musketeers....
but then came the
fourth.
and you fell in love.
You were never the same.
Like
a siren on the sea,
she consumed you.
and hypnotized by her,
you surrendered.
she was now your life.
and you made no room
for the likes of me.
i was simply "somebody that you used to know".
....How could you even ponder the thought that i was to blame?
that
i was the so familiar stranger.
No. it is you that changed.
Your
the one that left.
and i remained abandoned.
once again...
left to rot by someone i held so dear.
i never imagined it would
end like this...
you said "forever".
and like some little girl
in love,
i believed you.
You mended my broken wings,
i prayed
you would be a friend for life...
but as always
i let my hopes
soar too high...higher than my small arms coudl reach.
are you truly
going to be happy?
with only her by your side?
i loved the both
of you,
you were both friends of fate,
but it was a fate that
fatally fell, and never stood again.
now...you seem to be just a pleasant
dream..
one that seemeed so real.
and i find myself wishing i
hadn't been rudley awakened.
but i was shooken and emerged from my
slumber,
to see clearly.
that You, ..... were just a dream....
our everything... was just a lie.
one that went undiscovered for
far too long.
you ripped out my beating heart and threw it away..
just like everyone else.
"in the hearts of the blind something you'll
never find is a vision of light".
those lyrics ring so true.
you
were once so strong, but now...
your just a coward.
after all
we had been through,
you just walked away for no justified reason.
you think for some stupid reason,
that you must CHOOSE between your
best friend and girl friend... of 3 weeks.
THREE WEEKS!!!!
when
i fell you were always underneath.
now i fall to the cold ground...unprotected.
i will never understand the spell you must be under.
what wicked
witchcraft this must be.
something so strong that it takes control
of your maluable mind and corrupted soul.
i pity you. honestly.
i do.
how could i not?
its just second nature to feel sad
when you see a small mammal being choked by a snake.
but what can
you do?
stop it and get bit? what are my options.
i guess i will
let fate take the wheel,
because its clear, that i cannot drive.
but you will always be on my mind.
all our memories. all our laughter....
it plays constantly in my head,
like a song that wont run its course.
all the late nights. the hugs. the nicknames....
but in all reality,
panda's, grizzly's, and polar bear's dont get along....
how silly
of me to dream.
to actually think i could have a friend like you.
but thats just it.
it was no more than a dream.
you no longer
wish for my love or friendship.
and so it shall be.
have it your
way, twisted face of the past.
you have gotten your wish.
i will
leave you alone to do as you desire.
just always know,
that you
brought me back to life,
you made any day shine brighter.
i
will always love your memory.
i will always love that dream..
it
will always remian in my heart,
....where i thought it belonged.