we met through song.
like a perfect melody,
we flowed together so simply...
simple but strong.
You looked past my scars
and staright to my soul.
a perfect pair in paradise
never to be pulled apart.
as thick as thieves,
a flawless match.
You, were my best friend.
You accepted my flaws as founders.
They were only stains on an old pair of jeans,
built up by time and the many falls to the dirt.
But still jeans all the same.
I wasnt just a pawn on the chess table,
i was the queen, sworn to protect her treasures at all costs.
You saw me for who i was,
and you loved me for who i was'nt.
You stood by me in any storm,
like a strong oak tree over a precious home,
you refused to let a little rain bring you down.
You filled a void in my life,
a void that you couldnt possibly understand..
You were everything to me,
i called you my brother,
the third of three musketeers....
but then came the fourth.
and you fell in love.
You were never the same.
Like a siren on the sea,
she consumed you.
and hypnotized by her, you surrendered.
she was now your life.
and you made no room for the likes of me.
i was simply "somebody that you used to know".
....How could you even ponder the thought that i was to blame?
that i was the so familiar stranger.
No. it is you that changed.
Your the one that left.
and i remained abandoned. 
once again...
left to rot by someone i held so dear.
i never imagined it would end like this...
you said "forever".
and like some little girl in love,
i believed you.
You mended my broken wings,
i prayed you would be a friend for life...
but as always
i let my hopes soar too high...higher than my small arms coudl reach.
are you truly going to be happy?
with only her by your side?
i loved the both of you,
you were both friends of fate,
but it was a fate that fatally fell, and never stood again.
now...you seem to be just a pleasant dream..
one that seemeed so real.
and i find myself wishing i hadn't been rudley awakened.
but i was shooken and emerged from my slumber,
to see clearly.
that You, ..... were just a dream....
our everything... was just a lie.
one that went undiscovered for far too long.
you ripped out my beating heart and threw it away..
just like everyone else.
"in the hearts of the blind something you'll never find is a vision of light".
those lyrics ring so true.
you were once so strong, but now...
your just a coward.
after all we had been through,
you just walked away for no justified reason.
you think for some stupid reason,
that you must CHOOSE between your best friend and girl friend... of 3 weeks.
THREE WEEKS!!!!
when i fell you were always underneath.
now i fall to the cold ground...unprotected.
i will never understand the spell you must be under.
what wicked witchcraft this must be.
something so strong that it takes control
of your maluable mind and corrupted soul.
i pity you. honestly. i do.
how could i not?
its just second nature to feel sad
when you see a small mammal being choked by a snake.
but what can you do?
stop it and get bit? what are my options.
i guess i will let fate take the wheel, 
because its clear, that i cannot drive.
but you will always be on my mind.
all our memories. all our laughter....
it plays constantly in my head,
like a song that wont run its course.
all the late nights. the hugs. the nicknames....
but in all reality,
panda's, grizzly's, and polar bear's dont get along....
how silly of me to dream.
to actually think i could have a friend like you.
but thats just it.
it was no more than a dream.
you no longer wish for my love or friendship.
and so it shall be.
have it your way, twisted face of the past.
you have gotten your wish.
i will leave you alone to do as you desire.
just always know,
that you brought me back to life, 
you made any day shine brighter.
i will always love your memory.
i will always love that dream..
it will always remian in my heart,
....where i thought it belonged.