Fade to Nothing

Everything has been taken from me.
In a blink of an eye.
I had everything i could have ever wanted,
And now,
Everything is gone.
The light at the end of the tunnel has gone dark.
I see no way out.
Am i trapped  here?
In this life of nothing?
The only thing i see when i open my eyes
Is the same thing i see when they are closed.
Pitch black...
Lightless...
Nohting there but sadness and dispair.
It seems nothing will ever light up my life again.
That i will be cursed to roam this world of depression forever.
Is this what my life has become?
Is this truly the end of my journey?
I fear so...
It appears nothing will ever break me out of this trans.
I guess i will simply adjust.
I can find no other option.
I will make my life here,
And become part of the darkness that surrounds me.
I will let it take me.
Perhaps i will belong here...
Perhaps this is what i was always meant to be.
A small, insignificant piece ot this puzzle.
Just maybe,
I will make this strange place of emptiness my home.
I feel myself fading.
I see my pale white skin, start to shade to gray
And from gray it deepens to black.
And i become nothing.
And i smile...
I belong...