The death of my son, my only son

By silentninja

I see what is happening to my world
I lie down with a tear in my eye and accept it
I contemplate over a million ways to die
Depressed that I can only choose one

Everyday is the same
As a pagan I pray to the god who forsake me
As I deteriate, watching my world waste away
Tortured by eyes of purgatory

I hunger for the pain to end
I want to cut out that part in my life
Where I lost my son
My only son

Death surrounds me
I've seen the Grim Reaper
And I almost understand why
but never why son, my only son

My son never saw xmas
My son never saw snow
My son never saw the tears in my eyes
I just wish I could hold him now

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Published on Saturday, August 14, 2010. Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"

Author's Note:

Julian RIP

Comments on "The death of my son, my only son"

A former member wrote: So sorry...I find no words for this. But in the end, darkness does not tribe and we find light again.>:( God is cruel...SO sorry.:`( wonderful tribute.
On Friday, July 26, 2013, Devilish (2633) wrote:

I can't comment i'm sorry. there's nothing that could be said worthy. hugs to you kisses to the baby ..
A former member wrote: oh god that last stanza.... heartwrenching. such a beautiful tribute. i'm so sorry. RIP, little guy. :(
On Thursday, June 30, 2011, Devilish (2633) wrote:

I could never fathom in even another world that kind of death... death of me from the death of him... oooh nooo I cant even find the words cause theres' NOTHING that can touch it!!! I am soooooooooooo sorry...................
A former member wrote: so sorry for ur pain may u find happiness but thanks for sharing
A former member wrote: it is impossible to put to words the pain in this loss... I can feel so many emotions from your heart in this piece..... and only hope you have the strength you need... I am glad you wrote and shared this..
A former member wrote: I am sorry for your loss,may lord guide his soul
On Sunday, August 15, 2010, urbanhumility (1158) wrote:

heartfelt in the deepest of ways.......
On Sunday, August 15, 2010, witch (2) wrote:

beautiful work, tragic story, my condolences
A former member wrote: Strikingly painful to read...and even more so to think about. I can't imagine...
On Sunday, August 15, 2010, Riven Waker (317) wrote:

so tragic & beautiful - i don't know of any work more touching than this - thank you for this stunning piece