Drowning in the Memories of You
By Shadow_Kissed5180
Tears fill my eyes as I think of the past.
Memories flood my mind,
and make me drown.
I was smiling, laughing, having the time
of my life,
Now all I do, is sit alone and cry.
There was
no time to think; just act,
No time to regret; no time to slow down.
Maybe this is the reason I began to drown....
Drown
in my sorrows,
My pain,
My life.
What do I live for?
Who do I live for?
Certainly not myself
You're the only
one....
The only one who made me laugh,
The one who held
me,
The only person I came to trust.
I thought you felt
it too,
The love,
The longing,
The hungry desire.
But all you felt was the lust.
You didn't want someone to care for
All you wanted was some whore
Because of you I stay up every
night,
My thoughts are being consumed.
I'm drowning,
Can't breathe,
I can't believe only one boy can do this to me.
Author's Note:
If this doesnt make sense, I apologize, but I just had to write something. Haven't posted anything in a while...Comments on "Drowning in the Memories of You"
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On Saturday, January 16, 2010, Dilated View
(582) wrote:
This left me feeling very empathetic for the feelings of being used like that. Very sad. Thank you for sharing.
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On Friday, January 15, 2010, theXkevorkian
(64) wrote:
Beautifuly written ... Such pain ... Write On :)
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A former member wrote:
Loved it. peace