Drowning in the Memories of You

Tears fill my eyes as I think of the past.
Memories flood my mind, and make me drown.

I was smiling, laughing, having the time of my life,
Now all I do, is sit alone and cry.

There was no time to think; just act,
No time to regret; no time to slow down.

Maybe this is the reason I began to drown....

Drown in my sorrows,
My pain,
My life.

What do I live for?
Who do I live for?
Certainly not myself

You're the only one....

The only one who made me laugh,
The one who held me,
The only person I came to trust.

I thought you felt it too,
The love,
The longing,
The hungry desire.

But all you felt was the lust.
You didn't want someone to care for
All you wanted was some whore

Because of you I stay up every night,
My thoughts are being consumed.

I'm drowning,
Can't breathe,
I can't believe only one boy can do this to me.