I write because I can
I stay silent because
sometimes it hurts...

From here to there
makes no difference
what happens along
the way...

I try my best to be there
when you need me
I try my best to trust in
the fact you love me
with no judgment
of my current or past
actions

I have fear but you know
that, I have learned not
to eat it when you feed
it to me

I have insecurities within
myself that don't pertain
to you or our
relationship this you
know too but yet
you feed me still

Please excuse my emotions
for I know I am not suppose
to show them but sometimes
they leak out because
they get so bottled

I am sorry in so many
ways take that line however
you want but I write because
I can

If its in a book or not I have
choose not to share with
you for you have made it
clear you have no interest
in that

But then you want back in
I feel like a yo yo not sure
which face you want to
see

So if you think I am
dishonest and not
trust worthy please
then God tell
me why your
with me?

RT03'