Fifteen years have gone by

Since the day I woke in to hell

The first time I felt my shame

It was the time I lost my innocents

With that my whole life changed

At first I tried to deny,

Tried to hide my regret.

What I didn’t know then

Was it wasn’t my fault

But now it’s all too late.

Four years a go I let it go

Knowing it was already gone.

The point of lying was no more effective

To the unstableness of my mind

But still it didn’t stop my crying.

Now I hang my head in sorrow

In pain and in the rage of knowing

That with in my eyes it might be showing

The remorse of never morning

The loss of such a thing.

Three years ago, again it happened

A day that will never be forgot

Not by me or any I sadly told

It’s too late to go back though

Undo all I that had done

Now here I set an empty soul

Not able to embark

Leave a path of pain behind

Tears are only comforts for so long

Hopes no longer linger on the string

With the loss of so much innocents

How can one ever begin a new

With the jagged pieces of my broken mind

They twirl and cut deeper in to this pain

I believe will never heal

As sadly all goes unforgotten.