We only exist through fervent pulse.


We faded into transparent cranes
gaining the speed going....... nowhere
impetuously flying downwards

He had me aching for more
while I sat alone in that theater
The show, assuring you, it will all be fine

So I shut my eyes... imagining -home-
Foot Tap on the floor tap-tap-tap
The idea snaps

I arch my hips back..
the room begins to spin@@@
brass daybed keep me warm again.

cant I push my weight over his edges?
or the simplicity of flipping red petals
counting on tips of ten fingers.

steam evaporates from pressed shoulders
just letting go, just falling out... *Fell off*
body sway in that impulsive way from the meds we take

This isn't real... under lucid sheets
this will hurt you, more then me
I smiled, while I watched you cried
you flew away in between metal wings

-I stayed a world apart-

My back's in the grass
making me itch
I just lay there and think..... ALONE


We only exist through fervent pulse.