Silencing the maiden [human]
By colorapathy
There was once a fair maiden, unspoiled by shame and fear. Left unjaded
to her whispers.
(Where could she have gone, please come back!)
I see now before me only the reflection of bitterness, fear, lust. Tainted
remains of a shallow woman.
(What have I done, oh God, please forgive me?)
I think of my weak excuses and cry out into the bitter night. "No Regrets!"
The echos fall on silence.
(When did this happen, I didn't see it coming.)
I turn to face the world, laughing. Where are your morals now fair maiden?
(Who have I become?)
I stand tall, reveling in my degredation. The land of the free. Be who
you are.
(Why.. please?)
Pride surges through me and I shout to the barren ravaged hilltops. Look
at what I have become!
(...help...)
I drag my filthy clothes around me, demoralized, desensitized. Human.
(...)
I have silenced that maiden. Who needs innocence.. When you have the world?