I have...I do...I will

I have fallen in love.
I have been promised we'll be together, someday.
I have been ignored by him.
I have been deceived by him.
I have been lied to by her.
I have not cried over this.

I do not believe what they say anymore.
I do not trust her as a friend.
I do not want to be hurt anymore.
I do not want to forgive.
I do want his friendship.
I do want to be with him.

But I thought we had a chance.
But he likes her so much.
But he doesn't see me like that.
But he lies to spare my feelings.
But he doesn't know to what say about my loving him.
But she's a backstabber.

I will not stoop to "her" level.
I will be able to forgive him.
I will get over this, eventually.
I will find someone who cares about me.
I will someday laugh about this.
I will always love him, a little.