He's asleep,
he's so cute when he's asleep...
But that's not the point.
The point is,
I'm
Lonely.

Don't know why.
He's there.
Not 5 feet away.
If I put the laptop down,
and stretch out my arm,
(and almost slide off the couch)
I can touch him.

But that doesn't change how I feel.
That doesnt numb the ache in my heart.
I'm not alone.
I'm
Just
Lonely.

I was so happy,
only a few hours ago.
He was awake.
He was talking to me.
His eyes were looking into mine.
Looking into me.
The ache inside wasn't there.

At least I don't think it was there.


*sigh*

At least I have the puppy
To keep me company.
But where is that silly mutt?
Oh well.
I won't say it again.
It was the last time I'll say it...




im
lonely



(I lied)