How do I stare you, with this thousand yard stare
Into those hazel eyes,

when my hearts not there.


I lost my feeling…
My sense of touch…
I hold you dearly…
But I can’t love…

I’ve been hurting,


but now I’m numb,

My heart owns sadness
My heart knew pain

Now it’s silence
I can’t hear the rain.


I’m afraid to whisper, it will give me away
Beneath the ocean,

where my cold heart stays

And I do love you,

the only way that I can

But I’m taking in water,
My tears have broken the dam

My numb fingers… they touch your face
My numbed heart… prays for faith
I hold you darling…
While I fall apart…
But my numbed soul is… too far

It comes in waves of … angels
Kissing your lips while you sleep
Whatever is left… I feel it break,
I hate myself for,

what I take.

I am a monster, with steely eyes
I have no skin it’s,
It’s made of ice

Do not touch me, or return my kiss.

You will be frozen, in my demon mist

Now it’s silence
I can’t hear the rain.

My soul knows sadness,
I can’t feel the rain

I know I love you, I know I do
But I am a monster

Don’t love me too…